He told me I changed
Until that point, I didn't want to admit it
I've seen the change
I lived with it actually
To some the change seems good
To me, I'm just trying to find myself
I have no sense of who I am
But my only choice is to smile
I can not face this
I want to walk away from this
This pain and confusion is becoming overwhelming
All of this seems to never end
Everytime I seem to escape this depression
It seems to grab me by the hand and kiss me on the lips
And I fall every time
I've learned to lie about how I feel
I've learned to convince others
But most of all, myself
I hold onto what hurts me
And push away those who've helped me
Maybe I'm just never meant to be happy
This a current poem I wrote a few hours ago. Hope you like it :)
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