It seems that I've taken a week absence from blogging on my fave site. Tsk tsk tsk. I've had a lot of things going through my head that I've abandoned my sole safe haven...blogger. I feel like I have a deadline since there's only fucking thirty days of summer vacation left. It's terribly depressing that I'll have to return to the purgatory that awaits me in September 8th...high school. Damnit. Anyways, I've been damn pissed lately. Chains of profanity and violent images have been soaring high in my little world of sanity...or is it insanity since I'm pissed off. Whatever. I don't even know where to begin my everlasting list of displeasures. My bffl moved away (not to mention she hasn't emailed me in a long while) and my fury for my parents cannot be expressed with words and my self-esteem has plummeted to rock bottom. Wherever I venture or whatever I do, it seems as if none of it is enough for satisfaction. I want to say a billion things. How I feel. Why I'm so infuriated with you. What little you can do to make me happy. Simple things. But I can't find the words, and I highly doubt that you'd want to listen to me rattling about shit. I try, I try, and I try. In the end, it dawns of me that nothing I do is enough. Truly, there is no words or no gestures that can fully express what I am going through right now.
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